Tuesday, April 22, 2008;
there's a first for everything.
♥ 8:39 PM
there's a first for everything. Including experiencing someone quite close to you just leave the world for a better place. My grandma that is. I'll always remember her. Been quite a hectic 5 days for me throughout her funeral. Experiencing all the rituals and stuff for the first time, and knowing that i won't be seeing her again everytime i visit my cousin's house for the rest of my life is quite heart-wrenching. But what the hell, life goes on. I'll miss the dishes my grandma cooks. I'll miss her ang paos; I'll miss everything about her i guess. At the crematorium yesterday saw my dad and aunts and uncles crying, its just hard to bear. But life is like that, and this is just one part we all have to go through.
Hmmm. Thinking of dishes makes me hungryyy. I havent had dinner yet. Booking in tonight. Book in = sian! very sian in fact. bleh.
Through the past 5 days been chatting with my cousins a lot. I had the chance to spend quality time with them, catch up with them, and have men's talk with one of my cousins of the same age who's in poly. Had very nice talks with him, normally we would chat for hours, go down 7 eleven to buy breezers (we were at singapore casket), playing cards and watching people play mahjong in the function room etc. Then my cousins in primary school and sec school never fail to make me laugh. Like freaking funny la. One of them who is sec 1, chasing some girl. Then i read his sms-es, he didn't bother putting much punctuation in his messages. I was telling him wa u sec 1 chase girl already, not say cannot la LOL, but u must sms properly ma! Then we were all teaching him and telling him what to sms etc. LIKE LOL. At last i think it worked quite well ^^
Now I think i'll have more time to concentrate on the stuff that i wanna accomplish. And lol the way u guys tagged was super funny. and yes i do wanna get my driver's license fast. THEN CAN DRIVE. VROOM VROOM. woooooooooooooot. i think i'll try persuading my dad to let me drive a bit first =P its an auto car anyway so i think experience handling first or something maybe better. Planning to learn manual, as many attempts by ngeekiang to waver the hearts of us I-wanna-learn-manual-drive people have failed. heehee. but he has his points though. wise NK.
Anyway if you guys are searching for some new music to listen, I recommend Nerina Pallot. Been listening to her a lot lately, really great works of music i say. haha. RAWR I KEEP THINKING OF BOOK IN. CANNOT.
anyway see ya guys soon! and i apologise to any1 who wanted to have an outing on the weekend. Didn't really have the time to organise one. But next time if anyone has good ideas for outings dont hesitate to message me or anqing. I realize we've been going out almost every week, so maybe a rest for the last weekend isn't so bad eh? ;)
ciao then!
round and round we go...
Friday, April 11, 2008;
♥ 5:48 PM
here i am. i've been thinking 'bout a lot of things lately. whether i'll make it to any uni this year, when i'll actually sign up for driving lessons, etc. Since I'm in a stay in camp now there'll be less time to do all these stuff, most probably on weekends only, and even the time on weekends are limited. Somehow I feel quite goalless now. Like hanging in the middle.
The whole week in the camp was like quite boring. Except learning how to do a few jobs etc, nth much really happened. Hmm still thinking whether to buy a Ipod or PSP. Both has its good and bad. For me I'm still hovering more to the Ipod side. Haha.. don't really need the PSP much though. Music holds more in life than just mindless gaming. I was playing Crisis Core for like half an hour on my Sir's PSP, then i was thinking whether I was going to sit there and keep playing the game till i complete it or maybe I could use the time to do sth more useful. Like practicing drum strokes in camp, or even studying for SATs even if I'm not sure I'm taking one yet. I'll feel much more satisfied.
My grandma's still quite sick, in hospital. Really hope she recovers. My mom just started work again, so right now I'm alone at home, and doing area cleaning at home hahaha. Mop floor hang clothes etc. =D
Hopefully many will turn up on sat. And really good luck to BK in army! hope he adapts to the tekong life fast. Lol while typing this at the garden downstairs i just saw someone that looks almost exactly like boonkiat from the side of the guy's face. o.o at this time he would be about going for dinner at the cookhouse ba haha. oh well. hope he finds it fun in there =)
bahhh. I should learn driving fast. Booking a slot tmr already! dont care. I think the driving school is closed now lol. Get the license thing over and done with then can DRIVE already. WHEE.
haha k cya guys tmr then =)
round and round we go...
Wednesday, April 02, 2008;
Nostalgia
♥ 9:30 PM
Already have been posted to kranji camp 2. To think about it, I actually miss OETI and the people there very much (at ayer rajah camp).
Unfortunately this camp is a stay-in camp, so I will only have the chance to be at home on Wednesday nights due to nights off and during the Friday night till weekend period. Gonna be missing my family a lot.. and my bed too! arhhh my bolster and my blanket! hahahaha.. but at least I'm putting a lot less burden on my family ba, lets just say on the issue of dirty clothes etc. Learning to be more independent again =) Luckily humans can adapt to new environments, if not I dunno what the hell will happen to us o.O
Interview coming this Saturday morning. Excited, but nervous at the same time. I'm looking forward to it nonetheless! Hmm in the next week I'll work for one day and get off one day.. Can't say why 'cuz I think its confidential. But yup I think its not bad! Having off for one day is such a blessing.
Can't wait to see the class on Saturday night.. somehow I think I know how the SISPEC people are feeling ba. For the OCS people don't think can compare, its much tougher than all this. SO.. Glen, JianZhi, PCB gang jiayou in OCS. I really wish I was in there experiencing S*** with them. Haha.
Okay got to leave house soon.. cya all!
round and round we go...